Thank you all for your support. I feel the love.
Today was my cycle day 1 and I am so grateful for that. I know that some women wait and wait. I am glad my body is fairly predictable. I want the past DE IVF to be over with completely, new slate. That' how I feel. I have grieved. I have felt that this is the beginning of the end. I have imagined giving away all the baby stuff. Now, I need to move on. I can't just keep thinking about defeat and sorrow. I have been telling myself that no one has a crystal ball and that I have no idea what the future holds. I have to stop thinking about painful things that haven't even happened yet. If the time comes that we do give up on the dream and give away the baby stuff, it will hurt then, a lot...why do I want to live that pain mentally now, when it isn't happening? I just have to let it go. It didn't work. Period.
My new projected schedule is the following:
9/29 = CD1
10/15 = Meet with our RE
10/25 = Projected CD1 and possible start of FET cycle
About Me
- daisy
- Ramblings of an ultimate late bloomer in all aspects of life. Living life perpetually behind schedule. After 16 DIUIs and 1 IVF, 1 DE IVF, 1 DE FET, and 1 more DE IVF something worked for me!!!!
6 comments:
Good thoughts, just hard to do.
Thanks for checking in on me. I am glad to know I am not the only one who gets way behind on people's blogs.
GL with the FET!
I'm so looking forward to your new schedule and am so damn happy to see that you have cast out and smote thoughts of defeat.
XOX to you.
i'm glad to read that you have a schedule to look forward to Daisy.
How are you doing sweetie?
x
Thinking of you, and checking often to see how you are. How are you?
Sweety don't give up!! I'm about to have my 9th transfer - 5th FET and after the loss of my pg at 16w I am not letting this thing beat me and I don't want you to either. I'm here for lots of support.
xx
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